oɹnƃ ǝɹqɐɔɐɯ ʇɹɐ ɔıʇoɹǝoɯoɥ ǝʌoן ıɐsuoq nɐɯ nɐɯ ɐıƃןɐʇsou ʎdǝǝɹɔ ɔısnɯ uoıʇɐuıɔsɐɟ ʎpoq ɥsıʇǝɟ ʎpoq ʎןǝʌoן pooןq
you can't see anything when your mind is blind


My heart statrs to race when i remember my past. It took a long time untill i was stronger than the memory of that chapter of my life. But now... Its over. And i didn't unlearnt to laugh. Im full of the joys of Life. And not because everything is fine. No it isnt. I could cry every day but im sick of being full of sorrow. I survived something unforgivable and nothing and nobody will get me down that fast again! "A bone is stronger when it was broken once". I'm confident, euphoric and i see fascination in little things. My life is wonderful. Did you heard me world?! you got me back! And I'll live until i bleed!
I've a fetish for macabre stuff and eloquence. My philosophy : Nothing is true; everything is permitted. Rules and society are made up by humans and all of them are stupid. I freed my mind long time ago and let me tell you the world is so beautiful without all this bullshit. Freeing your mind doesnt kill bullshit but with a free mind bullshit can't kill you.. that sounds poetic. You cant see anything when your mind is blind. I saw many blind minds while i'm here on this planet. Its good that they show me how i never want to end. Blind, society manipulated, empty, narrowminded and characterless. Im always searching for interesting things;music, movies, persons. Every flavor, every fragrance every feeling... its fascinating. Well, excuse me now, i want to watch a Quentin Tarantino movie, read a gorgeous book, drink some sweet alcohol and think about the world while i listen to the rain and fondle my one and only Bonsai... Bonsai, i hope you feel wonderful where ever you are. And i hope you found Neverland. I told you so often about it. Thank you so much for being there for me. I hope i made you as happy as you made me, you my little precious being. You still make me happy. All the beautiful memories will never leave my mind.
Feel loved, because you are. Feel kissed because i think of you...



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