My past was so horrible that my heart starts to race when i remember...It needed a long time untill i was stronger than the memory of that chapter of my life. But now... Its over. And i didn't unlearnt to laugh. Im full of the joys of Life. And not because everything is fine. No it isnt. I could cry every day but im sick of being full of sorrow. I survived something unforgivable and nothing and nobody will get me down that fast again! "A broken bone is stronger after it healed". I'm confident, euphoric and i see fascination in almost everything. My life is wonderful. Did you hear me world?! you have me back! And I'll live until i bleed!
I've a fetish for macabre art and eloquence. My philosophy : The world dont have rules just humans with blind and chained thoughts. I can see... yea, i can. You cant see anything when you're mind is blind. I saw many blind minds while i'm here on this planet. Its good that they show me how i never want to end. Blind, society manipulated, empty and characterless. Im always searching for interesting things;music, movies, persons...Every flavor, every fragrance every feeling... its fascinating. Well, excuse me now, i want to watch a Quentin Tarantino film, read a gorgeous book by Mari Asami, drink some sweet alcohol and think about the world while i listen to the rain and fondle my one and only Bonsai.
